Been Too Long

Wow wow Wow....It's been too long too long

Like i said, cannot commit to journal and blogging also..saddening man

anyways, it's been months months...

Last year holidays went to Melbourne, Australia. really cool man. All the dudes were cool, although there were many many Viets, i could see a few cute guys.

One incident, this cashier so bloody cute, he said hi how r u, i just smiled like an idiot and looked down, damn, i could not say anything, i tell u i felt so stpid...he's so cute..hehe

so after i got used to the plae, was there for like a month, ifound that people are friendly, well friendlier then Singapore, they actually help thecustomer, they do not say like 'it's all there', and not help. The place is just breath taking, went to the beaches, ooohhhh...so very beautiful, saw surfers...oooohhh so very beautiful hehe....Then we went to 12 apostles, damn foggy could not really see the apostles...could see 1 or 2 because fog damn thick,,man i also saw bikers, i mean like big biker dudes dude....like whoa....so cool....all on harley davidson, so shiny, so black....nice...Well melbourne..i wanna go ther again...hehe

so well school's been going on as well, i'm slacking like hell...i dont know why, i was sp pumped up about my thesis, then many many distractions came along, and i just started to lag and slack, mysupervisor i think is pissed off, although he didn;t sound liek it, forces of EVil tryin to get me slack...haiz...haven't been paying attention in church...i dunno i think i'm turning evil...damn

Not been feeling well lately, feelin like shit, i think i'm gonna turn into a zombie....Hate this life....

Anyways went to thaipusam, man i miss the days when i was younger, followed my aunt all go and sing and beat the bongos, happening to the m,ax, hey it's an indian thing....its really fun and exciting....

So yeah, still feeling like shit, elling guilty, dunno why....maybe the thesis, i know it's my fault but i can't help it, they say the mind is strong but the flesh is weak, well, i fall under that category quite naturally...been telling myself have to buck up have to finis..but can't ...need spiritual blessing like wat Diana said..hehe

anyways, i currently stuck on two songs, Run by Snow Patrol and Whatsername by Green Day....Gets me calm and spunked up....and emo...really good man

anwyas...gotta meet me supervisor today..need the luck man...