Thursday, March 16, 2006

What a freaking tired day

Hahahahaha

Tired So Bloody Tired
Sleepy so horribly Sleepy
I don;t wanna sleep yet
The nite's still young
But i can't take it
Arrrrghhh
HAte it wen i'm too tired.
Nothing i can do
My fingers hurt from playing the guitar
Which i have not been practising for more than a week
Coz i cut my index finger on me left hand which makes it horrible
So i sytarted playing it back just now and oh my god....my hand hurts now
Haiz...Soooom uch of work to do and only one computer...and i can;t do much coz the boss
is using it almost everytime
I can;t tpe no more i need my coffee
Gonna get some and continue to do somthing stupid haha

Tuesday, March 14, 2006


Work
So today has been fun
Like i wanted it to be
Tommorow will be good
As i think it would be
Alls slowly going well now
Although i'm still blur
I hope i will be fresher
as the day draws near
Oh so sleepy
Almost going to bed
But needed ti update this
So I can get some peace
I need a soul refresher
As months come closer
A day or two
and i don;t mean vacation
Just somewhere to relax
To ease my mind off things
To relish mother nature
And keep me off things
So many ideas
So many dreams
Will they turn reality
Or just stay the way they should be
I await a time where things aren;t so tuff
But waiting is time
And time waits for no one
So i just do wat i do
Keeping the big picture in mind
Hopefully it'll still be there
When i'm thru with this one

Wat about work....renovation and no vacation, a whole mess and i'm a wreck...i wanna quit but they're nice to me...and i get good experience and tat's the only reason why i'm staying...although i had great love for it..now it's slowly dying off....I'm getting it back slowly but not the way it used to...Just hope i can focus on this and not be and idiot and quit this...i really dunno wat i'm feeling...I liek the job but i don;t like it...I liek the people but i don;t like them...It's a real killer this stupid feeling...Just taking each day like its a start off the old one...it's not helping and i;m trying...Crap