Weekend madness

And so it was my birthday and well didn;t cut cake till the evening about 4pm, wen one of my aunts' came over bought a small cake and well cut it...it was cool haha. My auny saro gave me hongboa....never expected it.

After the small get together i went to my grandma's place in hougang, she cooked for me chicken rice..so sweet, friend chicken wings, made popiah, chee chong fan, agar agar, damn cool man. It was like the best bday ever, just time with the family, and then i received a present from Kishen, again i didn't expect it...we were just talking casually and then he asked me 'akka, do you have Systrm of a down cd' and do you have My Chemical Romance cd....i gave the look which said, asshole....i already no money expect me to get these albums now..and i was like not yet lah...haha. And then he brought the present down..i literally screamed and then i screamed more wen i opened it. Those 2 albums were in there....he is such a sweet heart!!!! i love him hahah. And then we had our chit chats and stuff was damn cool lah....old skool family gathering fun. Awesome. The wierd part was my friend Malar, called me about 12.08am and wished me ahppy bday, i thought she forgot to wish me earlier and so now she wishing me, so i said thanks.

The nexct day, was sunday, i went down to sarah's place, before that she called me, she's like 'hey babe, wat's the lastest album to get ah,,that is nice...' i was like, 'get good charlotte the new album' then she's like okay, i get it then we both can listen to it once you come my place. And then wen i went there..she gave me a present and it was that!!! Boo yah!!! again i didn;t expect it hahaha. So all in all 3 new cds in 2 days...they're all so awesome...

Monday came, yesterday, supposed to meet up my girlfriends for a chit chat...i met malar first...and then she again wished me happy bday, iwas like dei it was in saturday enuff already..and she went like..oh shit....i was like why...i tot it was on the 26th hahahaha i cannot tahan..no wonder she called me at 12am and wished me..and she's like sorry marie..haha. And then she bought me a silver ring...hahah so sweet!!!

and then we both waited for like an hour for 3 other monkeys to come and wen they finally did, it was in another place...and wen i reached there..malar said i'm sorry maria..and then Happy birthday to you, there it was a cake and a card..so sweet...haha....i was kept for hour not knowing these pigs were here doing this....

One thing i leanrned from this is that i am the most gullible and easily fooled and easil;y pleased person haha. Also today, i got a present from my colluague so sweet of hee...it was a poto frame....but a pillow kind...and she drew some drawings soooo cute!!! haha

Soo happening man!!!!

tiil the next!!! Auvoir!

Shopping Spree

Been awhile since i first wrote this:

But i've been shopping haha. Yeah it's not one my traits and it's true..haha...only went shopping to get my aunt in OZ some stuff, as I would be going there next month. hehe. Beaing me. i called my cuzzies to join me, as i did not like going alone haha.

First was Tiong Bahru Plaza, went to Popular, to get some Alphabet charts, damn stupid, they didn't have it..like hello!!? then i was finding some books, dotted ones...bloody hell it was so difficult to find them, what happened to the easy times. Man, there were no colour charts as well, well then it seemed to me Popular at TBP is stupid. After that we went to have something to eat and then to Bata to get my cuz in OZ soccer boots, it turned out they didn's have his size, sad...my sis Delfy, being a shoe fetish as she is, went rounf and round and trying all kinds of shoes, but just trying haha, me and the other two bros were laughing at her outrageous taste. haha. Made our way to Tom and Stpeh, nothing much there. We then went to Chamelon, I wanted to get a fake ring earring to fool my aunt that i had pierced my eyebrow (it doesn't work, so am going for the lips haha), then we spent another few more mins. usrpringly, i bought myself, black palstic ear studs for my 1st ear hole, black stone studs for the 2nd and ring ones for the 3rd (it didn;t look nice the ring one), then i got my self a black leatehr like bracelet, looked nice, then me and my sis got black rings, i dodn;t usually wear this stuff...i guess i need a new change. haha.

Then we went to Serangoon, I NEVER go Serangoon on SAturdays unless i really needed to. Haiz, so we went there bought some things and stuff. I went to Tekka Mall and wanted to get meself a pair of shoes as the current one was almost giving way, i had to choose 2, a black with white stripes, or a white with a tinge of white, the rest said the white was nice, i havenh;t worn a hite shoe since like sec. school, but this was cool, and i bought it, only for $10 damn cheap and damn cool. White!!! haha.

Well just got back about 11, and now just typing this.

I guess, i'm reinventing the exit as Underoath puts it. haha. New look, gonna cut my hair probably next week .

Till next week then.

Today

Another something i wrote. What's happened today. So sian to type in detail.

Let us be Ma!

What of us people
Of us identity and
Of us individuality

Everything we do
Everything we say
Has its reason and a place

Blaming isn't helping
Shouting isn't curing
Beating isn't comforting
Neither are the lies that go on spreading

What are we to do
But shun the remarks away
Shun the irrational behaviour
and accept to what they have to say

Be oblivious
Be ignorant
Be dumb
and be quiet

No use of retaliation
No use of any defense systems
You brought this upon yourself
Just face the music an start afresh

Face your past
Face your present
and face your future
More importantly face youself
and what you are to be

Be who you are
Not what others expect you to be
Not who you cultivate yourself to be
Just yourself, your natural self

Why do we scold
why do we advise
why do we even seek any justice
and why do we even try to be

Know yourself
your own true self
before you start to know another
another who will corrupt your true self

Yes we do act differently
in front of different people
but that's because we know we can do it
and we do it politely and patiently

Not intentionally
Not blamingly
but gracefully

Let us be
Let us live
Let us find our way out of our mistakes
Let us branch out exploring our capabilities

Our selves
Our potential
and our abilities

Encourage us
Don't dicourage us
Embrace us
Don't dote on us
Support us
Don't leave us hanging by the thread

We need you
and you need us
Understand us
Don't mould us to be what you want us to be

Secrets are meant to be broken
Gossips are meant to be spread
Truths are meant to be lies
and we are meant to live this

We hold these things
We let go of these things
Having grudges
Putting words into one's mouth
Changing the whole topic
Finding out the truth
Spreading the awful
Are we all happy then?

One lives in luxury
and the other lives in misery
Why do we like to look into things
What are intuitions and inquisitiveness

Curiousity killed the cat
But for some it killed the innocent cat
instead of killing the curious cat

Curiousity leads to chaos
And chaos to disaster
Disastor to tragedy
Tragedy to loss

Why spread the findings
Why disgrace
Why embarass the weak

Why do we take pleasure in these things
yet we feel so disturbed
It's for our good yes
but then again spreading about
It's not helping but stainting the respect
that we have of you

Know what you need to know
and begone
Do not begin
Coz then it will have no end!

~Fin