What am i turning into...

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away cause i swear for the last time, i won;t trust my self wih you....

The song in my head, currently.

Anyways, this week, including Sunday was busy, I would not say i was busy as a bee, but busy. Sunday, was my Grandma's 1st year death Anniversary, everyone came, had a memrorable time. It was fun, to have all the cousins around, and end up getting bulied by the elder ones, hehe.

Well, then Monday came, and i went to my aunt's house in Hougang, my uncle was there, and we talked and well yeah talked. He's very funny, and always said things saczarsticaaly that makes me laugh. hehe. Oh, i also went to colour, cut and highlight my balck long hair, well it's still long, but not that long. I let the hairstylist colour watever she thinks was best, and i must say she did a great job, though now i look like the indian Ah-lian, tat's wat my cuz Terence says, dam him, hehe. I have to see the reactions from my friends now, crossing my fingers. The hairstylist cut my hair, and also great and she also gave me a tail behind. It didn't seem to be outstanding at first, but the more i look at it, the more i dopn;t seem to like it. Oh well, who cares, now.

So yesterday, i finally made up my fickle mind, whether to go to OZ or not, and i'm not. I have decided to pursue my degree here and probably maybe if can, do my Masters in OZ. My friend Malar, could not be happier, the fact that i'm not going to Oz of cause. Bloody hell, she. hehe.

Fickle mind, yes that has been me, for the past two weeks. WAt the hell, it got my brother and my cousin brother Kishen, irritated. hah, it's getting me irritated as well. Maybe it's the planning of my Bday party, oh well. Hope it does not get really bad.

So today Wednesday, i'm going to collect my cheque from the Arts House finally. It took thme like almoost 3 weeks, dam them. After collecting going to swim at CCk, with Ayu and Sally. I hope the colour on my hair won;t run out, gotta buy a swim cap.

Well, more updates soon...hehe.

Kota Tinggi, Chilly init...

Chilly, that was yesterday. I spent my day at Kota Tinggi. Yesh it's in Malaysia. Reached there about 4pm, went back home before 12am.

Kotta Tinggi, is a beautiful place, only the waterfall part of course. The waterfall was simply brilliant. It was magnificent. As you can tell, yes it is my first time seeing a waterfall in the real world. I went with my family, my aunt's and uncles and cousins and my grandma. They were great company. Me and my cuz, got changed and went into the higher part of the falls, where there were lesser peeps. When we got in, my oh my, the water was freezing. Me being a person who only bathes in hot water, obviously could not take the cold and neither could my cousin. You would have thought we would get out then, well you're wrong, we went in further till up to our knees, i'm telling you it was really really cold. You would then think it'll be okay once we stay in for awhile, again you're wrong, it was as chilly as when we got in. Really cool huh.

Then of course, who would have thought there were fishes. Well maybe you woul..shit an insect..........okay back, where was i, ah yes, the fishes. Like i said i didn't think there'd be fishes inside and i certainly didn't think i was ever in my ifetime going to swim with fishes. Well i did, and it wasn't that bad, till 1 fish brushed past my leg, oh the feeling...eeekkk. Anyways, we then got to the smaller waterfall. The algae on the rocks made it so slippery, the rocks kind of evolved into a natural water slide. Kept falling, and geting caught between rocks, but left with only sores. The smaller waterfalls, acted like a body massage. Oh yeah, it was really soothing, and i actually went behind the waterfall, only my head of course and saw the water fall in front of me, so cool. It was simply marvelous but we had to leave before the gates closed by 7pm. So it had ended, we were only sad that we could not have spent more time. But the 2hrs were excellent and well i could not ask for a better day than that.

Okay so that was yesterday, what about the days before and today. Sad to say. Nothing much. Went swimming on Monday and Tuesday, then was too tired on Wednesday, stayed home and slacked. Then today i went shopping and threading with Sally.

Threading. Doing my eyebrows seemed like a not imporatant and unneccessary thing to me, until recently my friend kept insisting that i go. I also was afraid of something going wrong, like wat if the person made it too thin, of wat if one side was longer than the other, the wat ifs has prevented me, till today, wen i actually got the courage to go and do it. And guess wat, it turned out brilliant. I never looked so matured. hehe. Thanks to my 4 friends who said my eyebrows were bushy and messy. Sally threaded her brows too, and she's looking good. After threading we went to Ikea, Sal bought a few frames and a poster and then the Hot weather made us feel so lethargic, well made me fell like tat, we went home. Oh we also bought a few shoes. hehe. So well that's for today, tommorow another day yet.

Yet another day...

It's like i'm paranoid looking over my back, it's like a whirlwind inside of my head, it's like i can;t stop wat i'm hearing within, it's like the face inside is right beneath my skin....

That's the song i'm listening too at the moment, the first album of LP, i'm a huuuge fan i tell you, you have no idea oh well. I am so wanting to get $150 ticket to go to the concert that's comng up pretty soon yeh...dam it..how how how....arrgghhh

Anyways, went swimming with Sally today, man i am so dark, even my brother looked and laughed at me and said i'm not his sister and asked who is was, such a pain hehe. I hate it when i'm dark, it really really sux.

So i got back and watched TRL (total request live) on MTV and tadaaaa there standing were Daniel Radcliffe and Emma Watson, Daniel looks better on screen than off and Emma simply fabulous.

Jake Gyllenhaal is appearing as well but not i doubt there's TRL tom, so probably on Thursday, can't wait for that one. Whoo hoo! He's is such a cutie.

So now i'm in a dilemma, i've not got my results yet, but i have threee options. to go to UK ($55,000), Melbourne ($50,000) or study here ($15,000). I so wanna go to either UK or OZ. But i have to wait for my results which should be in the letter box this week, oh i'm so scared.

Today has also been another annoying day, yes my brther and cuz from JB so annoying arrrgghhh. Feel like slapping them at times, grrrr, i'm trying to ignore them now. Idiots. Idiots, grrrrrr....Listening to LP to relieve this annoyance....

Well that's it for today hoping for the best tom, i'm going Sarah's house to borrow a few books and watch sex in the city, i'm not a big fan of that show, not because i haven't watched it, but because of well....It's just me...

Fun and Bored

Rite so where was i, oh yes.

And so it was Saturday and Chris and I had decided to go watch HP and the POA at Suntec, we also wanted to see the Singapore Idols. My friend Azfar msged everyone saying he got thru the first auditions and going for the second, nopw that's good news, he has a great voice and hoping he'll get at least to the top 10.

But judging from the people today on the news and seeing those who got in, he just mite be the next Idol.

Okay so we went for a movie, and yes seats were full as usual so we got tix to the next slot 730pm, but they were on teh first row. Firdaus came along with us, I had a great time with those two, they are very funny. Gonna miss them both, they're going to the army today.

So yes, in the movies, Firdaus and his uncontrollable laughter, he laugh like hyena, or maybe even louder than that, there was one point in which he was the only one laughing and so loudly at that. hhaha.. it was funny. Anyways, throughout the movie, i was just so take into Daniel Radcliffe, i was just so mesmerized by his good looks, and he's only 15, dam.

Watched HP and the SS today and i went like Oh my god, how much these kids have grown, they were like so little and now teenagers..wow. It was brilliant.

So that was Saturday, fun fun fun. Then Sunday today, was supposed to go to my aunt's brother's daughter's baptism today. NO one woke me up and i didn;t know wat the thing was, was expecting my aunty to wake me up, coz i tot she'd be going, i woke up at 11am and she told me that she's not going, and found out that my uncle who stays opposite me left already. I'm like bloody hell, they didn;t even tell me or more so asked if anyone was going with them. Well that pissed me off. Arrgghh, so i miised it, and now am hoping my Aunty in Jurong would not be angry.

Today has just been a bored and pissed off day, Harry Potter made my day, other than that, just stupid. Now am on the net and i find nothing to do, my friends are online, but find so little to talk, i played games, but also so boring, wnt to watch the tv but me bro's hogging it watching football, Dam i feel like screaming becasue i'm bored..

Looking forward later today, going swimming with Sally, should be a good workout...oh and i'm soooo tanned i hope it'll go off, b4 my bday...

Something Wicked This Way Comes

Take Everything from the inside and throw it all away
Coz i swear for the last time i won't trust myself with you
Switch to
Something Wicked this way comes...ta da dum ta da dum dum dum
Those are the songs in my head

Okay acting crazy i think not, yesh yesh..ladies and germs. Ms Maria has broken the record of watching Shrek 2, The Day After Tommorow and Harry Potter, not on the same day though but she actually watched the lastest ones. She can't believe it herself.

June 1st (Tuesday), went swimming.

June 2nd (Wednesday): Vesak Day
Okay so Malar and me made plans rite to like watch Shrek 2, TDAT and HPandthePOA rite. But due to budget constraints we only watched 2 movies, yes i watched TDAT again. And it still was good. Tahi could not come coz of problems at home, so only three of us went, Vidz, Malar and me. Okay so we went to Plaza Singapura as usual, and there was this long queue, and then when we finannly got to the counter there were no seats for the 4 something shows and he rest were all on the first row. Haiz. And Harry Potter was Fully sold out. dam it. So we went to Tiong Bahru for a 4.25 show. Harry Potter was at 9 and i had to persuade Malar to come, i had to watch it, iwas dying to watch it. She said go tom, i said no. lol. Oh well, then she came, and we watched. And i felt as if i was in a magical world, wow i tell u that movie is awesome.

Well, i still am amazed and now i doth after Harry, it's just incredible, i know it's funny bvut he's really handsome. Oh well. Came back home at 1230am and watched CSI. Oh my day could not get any better than that day.


June 3rd (Thursday)
Nothing much, went down to Lyra gave them masks, thy're buying it from us, then followed Sally to her interview at the National Archives and then went Swimming. Watched Mtv TRL, guess wat they're having the cast of Harry Potter and Jake Gyllenhaal next week. OH my god, My mouth fell opn. I could not believe it. Anyways then i watched Wade Robson's Project, holy cow, it the guy good or wat. Then i watched Angel and then i came online. hehe. And now i'm doing an entry.

Tommorow i have an interview with Rhema. Event Co-ordiantor. Let's see how it goes. It's at Changi though. Oh well.