The Wait is Killing Me

Disappointed and Rejected
Envy and Sadness
All coming pouring in
As I wait for 2 phone calls
Both could change my line of work
Both could give me something to look forward too
Now sitting in the gallery
I can't do any work
Mind is boggling with dumb thoughts
of maybe i'm not good enough
maybe there's somthing wrong with me
maybe i talk too much
maybe i look too proud
myabe i'm not sure of myself
maybe just maybe I don't know
I hope they'll call me soon
Anticipation and anxiety do not mix well
Neither do the thoughts that keep telling you
Maybe they do not want you!
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Ok I got that outta my chest now i feel a bit at ease...*crossing my fingers!*