Feel

Feel like banging my head on the damn wall
Feel like strangling myself with a damn rope
Feel like shooting myself with a damn gun
Feel like drowning myself in the damn sea

Feel like shouting at myself for being me
Fell like scolding myself for being lazy
Feel like running away form this country
Feel like breaking away from this insanity

Feel like my world is falling apart like it should be
Feel like it’s hanging on a thread that says break me
Feel like going to hell coz no one cares about me
Feel like breaking the obstacles that block me

Feeling a bit calm like I should be
Venting anger on someone is not going to help me
It’s killing me inside me inside and eating me alive
I don’t know hot I’ll survive
When it’s time for me to die!