The Bitter Beginning

I am so gullible, Kill me now
I fell for a stupid trick that i am so embarassed now
I thought it was his song, i really did
Only to see that it was a artist who composed it
I feel like the world is a lie
It just takes one person to turn it around...
I feel i am living in a fake world
Where everyone around me is just faking it
No one relly likes me or want to talk to me
they do so only becasue i'm there and just want to make me feel
Like i'm their friend but am actually not
Stupid feeling, won't it go away
Not unless I feel like i'm worth it
I am fat, stupid and ugly
I wish i was somewhere else
Wish my brother was here
Missing him alot...*sigh*
many problems all in my head
Stupid things i think
to put myself down
I may look all happy but
I am not, i'm just a faker
I may look tough
But i'm just a weak loser
GRRRRRRR!!!!!
I am so against myself now....
Why can;t i be more serious
and take things seriously
I think everything is a joke
and take them lightly
Why!??? Why!???
Why cant i be more of something
Why can't i achieve something
Why why why
I need to getway
I need to think
I just hate feeling this way...so hate it...

~The End~